Over the years i expected so much from people and they usually did what i expected except one.
I have met many people in my lifetime and all have helped me but this person has helped me more than anyone right now.
This person is the wild card.
This person is who is changing me for the better.
This person has shown me my flaws
This person has made me take a look at myself, rethink how i do things.
This person has shown me that how i protect myself is also sabotaging me.
This person is you

I went home recently and told the one i love im sorry. Im sorry for not being myself. Not gonna lie , i was clingy, I just thought she wanted that but i know i didnt want that. I didnt want to be that.

I still think about her all the time and i believe she thinks about me too :). Soon we will be back together and i cant wait for it. My only question, will we be able to survive now that we can see each other whenever? will we only get further apart?













My answer: Ha only if the cosmos itself was fighting me in a fist fight :P

is with me hurts me sometimes. hurts me in a way only she can. I still love and always will. My heart, my soul, my everything.

I Got to come home and see my girlfriend :)

Its like i can do nothing right. Everytime im nice im an asshole no matter what . everytime im loving , im an annoyance. Everytime i care i am some kind of heartless monster...



I cant screw up...ever..

This is my cave story, and you have no part in it.

YOUR ALL A BUNCH OF COCK SUCKING FAGGOTS111111111!!!!




i love being me ^_^

...then i said, "just go anal" but then she said "no that would hurt" so i said " what would hurt worse , 6 inches of man or a baby?"




now the funny part was , she actually thought about it..




-not a true story but..keep that in mind!! when your hitting the sheets just wrap it up tight ^_^

nuf said.....

everything around us is going so fast. slowly but surely we are getting older and getting more mature even if we dont see it directly. i came to realize one day that we will have to move on and grow up from the kids we are today ( yes you ass holes we are kids...we are still in our adolescence til about 29 or so). we are going to have daily routines of waking up and going to work....everyday to a full time job to support ourselves. we will have to work to support our kids and at the same time gain luxuries for ourselves.
it is at that time of realization that i thought to myself that i never want this to end.i want this time of life to go on forever and for us all to be as close as we are now. i know in the future someone is going to do something that will piss off someone and the fun we are having will end. i know in the future we all wont be living in the same state. i know in the future we are going to get married to a compplete hoe bag bitch who will drag us all apart ( if it does someones getting sniped i swear to god ¬_¬)...but

i know in the future that we will always be there, having fun and sitting back. so this is to everyone. life is too short. think about your existance and ask yourself.."did i really have fun ?" because when we are old and gray we dont want to look back on our lives and say..man i lived a boring existance and just die.

while we are young we must make mistakes so we can bug our kids about them so in turn they will do them too. have fun and just be kids as long as we can. and most importantly stay truthful to yourself because no one is young forever no matter what they say.



live life, make mistakes, go out on a limb and do something fucking crazy, and just have fun with life til you are at a point where youreally cant have fun like you use to......







- MucXero

this was at tonys house!!!!

it was thursday night...and all went silent...

as we entered the taco bell we decided to eat...what was wanted was...a chipoltle grilled stuffed bouritto.....but alas...they stopped selling it. with a quick movement lens heart started to shiver. then a sharp pain hit him. it was the pain of death.........at that moment he replied to the pain " i believe i just died a little....."


lol had to make it epicish...


had a fun night with mark and len. got sleeves for my magic deck
black for now but soon it will be purple......



watched waiting...omg that is the god among movies.....i swear...no plot just pure funny


meh thats all i can really say other than we played some hardcore magic and i played some hardcore gunbound..

note : my black red deck will hereby be named : "Rape from the shadows"


Life , Death, Peace , Love
-MUCXERO

its my brothers b-day and its awsome!


its kind anight time but who cares!

v-day in the long run sucks, i never ave anyone to be all valetines like with. but cant be emo now!! there is so much to ruin when you dont have a mate ^_^ which makes it oooooooo sooo much fun XD



love , deat , peace , life,
-MUCXERO

the way marks says it....ask me later..



2:00....finished art stuff....started at 12........tired....wake at 5.....get ready at 6....be at lens at ...sometime....school til 4....*die*






-mucxero



ps. god i love this shit....( no syrsly there is no sarcasim i really love the staying up stuff...its so hardcore ^_^)

INTERNET GET!!!


magic at harpos house


WIN!!

Tomorrow i will join the mortal world with cable internet!!! woot!!!


im so happy...*cries*




-MUCXERO
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mgic night was awsome and the elf decks died ( eventhought they almost kill one group of people X_X)

i dont care about the odds..we had 6 they had 3


dont matter we won anyway XP


i also got my ass kicked by steels land destruction deck...i cried ...





nuff said
MUCXERO

We went to our first club!!!!(which wasnt a party)
It was awsome!! it was goth night at the NECTO! There were alot of cute girls there and also the goth GOTH girls there ( so scared of them) . TKO and I saw some of the girls and instantly knew they were out of our leauge...we cried but had fun.


The night was awsome. we got to detroit and went to this little cyber cafe and played some counter strike source. TKO , and I were on the same team and rocked the other people there ( woot ). Then we walked into wizzywigs and looked around..hentai is funny. we got a call from harpo also and he was kinda like wtf but we know harpo would have a bad time at the club ( which is why he is going next monday^^). then we got into the club. the X on my hand symbolizes no drinking which we didnt ( twas awsome). goth girls are hot like i say ( what can i say i like the hair makeup and leather). There was also a borg ther( a cyber goth like guy) ...i swear...

all and all it was fun . if u want more info then you know where to get it!!!

Magic night is at ________ and it will be the biggest one yet if everyone comes!!! woot!!!! bring your A game gentlemen for the crew will have to represent our skillz this time!!!!

Call me for House name...must keep it a secret ^_^


much love
-MUCXero

i fuckd yo couch......









respond..

sup all !

im back for a bit, my life has been a god damn roller coaster and it really sucks.
but what can i do. life goes forward and if you go backward you'll just be lost in the chain of events ya know?

all i gotta say is that chicks suck and they are all shallow XD. that just might be the wtf talkin but meh thats cool.

now im back and all i gotta say is that i will never go back to the good side ever again...just to hard being a nice guy..and girls dont like that anyway, they'd rather have an asshole over a nice guy..if only i had that one website *le sigh*

anyway im out

Peace and love